.· 4 in the morning ·.

It’s 4AM. I’m listening over and over ‘Gwen Stefani – 4 in the morning’. It’s funny how music can represent our feelings. This music shows how I am right now.

I’ve just sent him a ‘last call’ e-mail, trying, again, to make wrong things right. But how long will I keep doing it. It gets boring for both of us.
When do we know if we are asking too much? When do we know they are giving too little? I guess we don’t ‘till we see everything going apart.
I know this process, I’ve been through this before, and I know where it goes. Two different pages, two different worlds, two different goals. Funny ‘coz I met him when I was just in this same situation with my ex. Does it mean…? NO, I don’t want that. Not yet anyway.

Motto: “ is the end intend?”

Próxima pauta: “are we having fun yet?”