.· a little less than before ·.

What should be done when you feel you can’t trust your heart and you are too weak to do the most logical thing? There ain’t many things to say when you have to shut it up.
I know I’m a fucking one of a kind for twice I thought I had found the one, the other one of my kind. I see now doesn’t exist such person.
A couple of years ago I read something that is still in my orkut. ‘you won’t find the one you have been looking for, but someone who has been looking for you’

Now I know I won’t be able to hold things without hurting myself. So I’ll change, again. I’ll be more ordinary even though is not what I want to.

I can’t stop thinking about one of my best friends (La) when she found out that I had cheated my ex. Even with thousands of reasons to do so (a lot more found after the broke up) Her eyes of disappointment broke my heart as she had lost hope on me.
I’m sorry La, but it’s time to be ordinary again. Unfortunately they have way more value. They are happy doing what they do. I wish I could be like them. Uhh I can’t convince myself of that… for now, but I know once I do so, everything will be ok.

Music: Broken strings - James Morrison Ft. Nelly Furtado

Motto: “I love you a little less…”

Próxima pauta: “heartless”